I wish there was something that would stop me from being miserable. I feel so alone everywhere, when I’m with my family, or when I’m with people I think are my friends. I need someone to talk to, but no doubt I will feel lonely even then. I just want something good in my life. Isn’t that what everyone wants in the end?
Maybe fate has bound me to sadness for I haven’t felt like I belonged anywhere in my life. I always wished to live in a big city, or at least somewhere’s else and maybe one day I will, but living here is hell. My beliefs don’t correspond with the pot smoking, white girl grinding, french speaking, people around here. I have rough edges that don’t fit into their standards. I know I’m lonely, but is it more than it being just that?